Last night, I stayed up late to finish up a very important paper to submit today. I procrastinated alot last week and ended up waking up late almost every nite this week to finish up everything. Tiring week and I am down with flu. The most amazing thing, I could keep myself silent when my DH screamed at me seeing me working at half past two in the morning. Sharp quote that made me cried inside, but I kept going till the last dot. Finished and packed everything away, put washed clothes in the spinner and waited for another half an hour to tidy up the house. It was 3 o'clock in the morning, and I was crying alone thinking about everything that he said. How could someone so close to you still could not make themselves understand you? I need to keep going, even though everything in this world turns their back on me, I will keep going. I'm not a perfectionist anymore though I was born to be one. Perfections are killing me. Procrastication stresses me more. Lessons well taught.
P/s: Arizona, Sweden or Germany? Hard choices but one is definite this year. Shall see through this within few weeks time.
Have a blast night, everyone!
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Best Regards,
Noradlina
http://rafdina.blogspot.com/
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