Monday, May 26, 2008

I wish, I will, I am.

I wished for more sleep but I could not sleep when I have the chance.
Because the chance never came! It was a tiring day. I had to sit again
in class for exam tomorrow. GM said we will be shamed if we fail again
the second time. I will pass with flying colors this time. I have been
spending the last couple of weeks on research work, and less on lab
service. I felt good, I should be doing that more often, rather than
answering people calls asking for free maps. Nothing is free in this
world. They just don't get it. I just hope that guy from Kerteh will
call me another weeks, he was so annoying.. grrrr.. havent got time to
sit and study his request. Work and work, I somehow wish that I can
put a stop on work, and enjoying my hobby. I never really go to work
when I did the research stuffs but somehow I hate doing services. I do
like people, but annoying, arrogant and needy people are those I hate
most. I wish I can be 'the' scientist and someone else is 'the'
manager. I am not the manager, someone picked me to act like one. They
never pay me extra allowance. I do the work because I enjoy doing it.
Sooner or later, I'm gonna tell them that I hate to be front liners. I
rather be working back stage and ensure everything runs smoothly.

Tomorrow is the test. I am gonna pass this time. I will, I will, I will.

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