Sometime the work load was too much that I drifted away not doing anything because my mind think too fast that what my hands can write down or type away. I always look out for opportunity to share the trouble with people who understood the pressure of being the ‘chosen one’ although it was not unintentionally. Besides my DH and a handful of close friends, no one actually understands me to help out of the ‘mind boggling’ problem. I found one person, who mentored me years ago when I was a university student trying my hands on engineering stuffs. We rarely spoke, although we are working at the same workplace, until one day I was awarded with unexpected trophy and the emails started coming in. Not many congratulate me, most gave cynical look ‘how on earth she won that title, she barely exists in this company’. Well, rezeki masing-masing lah. It’s good that I have someone out of my circle of friends that I can email to share interesting findings, news, doldrums etc and cheering each other in our own way. Still, I rarely speak to this person but writings are the only means that we communicate. I am a loner, truly I am. That’s my way, whether you like it or not.
p/s: no Secret Recipe cake this Friday for our group L but at least we have teamwork going on a large scale compare to other units..
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