Again..

Again, I am feeling quite trouble to go for work. It was raining, heavily. By the time the rain stops and drizzle, my eldest daughter was ready to go but her sister still sleeping. Without much hesitant I woke her up and soon we were quarrelling on the small umbrella that she was
carrying. Monday blues again.

I don't know why but Nabilah is quite disturb nowadays. One minute she can laugh and sing, another minute she will cry and shout for something unpredictable. I hate being a mean mother but I do have to discipline her in one way or another. I hope I did not do too much. The unusual
thing is her sister, Najihah, will behave very well when seeing her sister in trouble. I am not in favour to any of them, I treat them equally. Maybe Nabilah was in transition of understanding that her sister will grow up and become better than her. She may be jealous, I don't know. I love them both and never ever put barrier between them.

The good thing is, I met the nice guy again. But he, too, seems troubled today. Not quite happy as I saw him last Friday. Well, our servers went dead for half an hour. A good start for Monday morning. Sat down for an hour at the lab to troubleshoot. I hate unplanned downtime :(