Are they my family?

My mom called yesterday afternoon asking me why I did not call for quite some time. It was kind of weird that she said that as I called once the last week of Dec 2008, and now it is only 24th January 2009. Honestly I seldom call home, if I do not see the need to do so. Since the 'disaster' episode at home, mom was kind of freaking out whenever she heard bad things around her. She told me that the family knows about dad's afffair but they chose to be silent, rather than seeking out the truth with my family - mom and dad. Pathetic, isn't it? They should have told mom straight away, but why after two years? and they have heart to actually accusing me of causing the tragedies since I am the one who asked mom to help looking after the children whenever I need to go outstation. Damn it! Not me who chose to have an affair! If I did not seek mom's help, the tragedy will happened too! I could not believe whatever mom said yesterday. I was hurt, definitely and it will change on how I look upon the family. Dishonesty and revenge. Nothing else. They show good face in front of you but talk bad behind you. I called DH right after that, but could not actually tell him the actual thing. Only at home, I told him the thing with my family (should I call them family now? I doubt I should). I need to be at the kenduri next week, with the kids minus DH. Today we are going back to Kemaman. We will celebrate Nabilah's birthday on the way - at Secret Recipe, and perhaps another celebration at my extended families. I hope there are families, as I feel not going to any family gathering anymore for the time being, except for my brother and sister.

http://nabilahouse.com still going strong...