Course...

I was 3-days behind schedule and now, sitting in my cold office I still don't know where to start.. The last 3 days were hectic. I felt like going back to uni. We were gathered in a room, all facing the same white screen preparing to give out our speech. Our first day was the worst. In addition to last minute notice, I was not prepared at all to give a presentation. My buddy, Nurul was opposite.. she was so cool, it's her nature. I went it through anyway. Being myself, I always envy people who can talk well.. I used to be when in uni, but since working, I shut myself, or rather been shielded by my superior to show what I can do. After one year on honeymoon (that's what they call 'the' training programme I went through), and a year of real working life, I ended up doing following up work, a little bit of technical but never got chance to do what I really want. Or shall I say, I've been polluted by negative things that makes me doesn't want to see what is really happening outside. Anyway, I forced myself to prepare somehow like I did when I was a student, for the 'improved' version of the earlier presentation. Well, I did improve a bit.. and someone nominate me as the 'Best Speaker' and the 'Most Improved Speaker'.. hahaha.. never expect it, must be Nurul's job! Someone else won the title anyway...



The course was an eye opening, actually.. at least for myself. Now, when I think back what will happen should I skip it in the first place as 'recommended' by my boss, I was glad that I followed the module diligently.. after all, it is just 3-honeymoon-days for me.. Hahahaha!



p/s: Ipah invited me to her 'open-house cum buka puasa feast' this Sunday.. must remember to cook fruit jelly to bring along. I'm too lazy to bake anything.. hehehe..