Existence...

Somehow I felt that the company I'm working with felt my existence and do something about it. Why? Because I'm planning to leave. It is sad, though, to think about it.. Yesterday, someone has been assigned to my group because if I leave, no one to maintain the servers, databases and the most important thing, the services. Never expect that MD made such a fast decision on that after my immediate boss informed him of the 'news'. Oh well, at least I know that the lab is so important, and that they will not close is even with our 'thinning' resources (money and manpower). And this morning, I got another 'important' assignment from the boss to be prepared right after Raya break. I hate short notice work, as much as I hate people to interrupt me while I'm working on something important and urgent. But, that's life.. cannot run from it.



This week is my busy week. As usual, before any long break, I always get an assignment to be completed just before the break. And I noticed, in this situation, whenever I try to sit down and start punching the keyboard, something else come up and I'm the one who has to take action on it. I'm too kind to 'taichi' it to someone else, even if I could. One day, I will hide myself in one corner with my laptop and network cable, no phone nearby, no handphone and start writing what I'm supposed to accomplish months ago. No one can find me there, and I will have total peace of mind. I will do it, one of these days. I will.



p/s: Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.. maaf zahir dan batin.. enjoy the break while you still can.